Playhouse

[Yoyowife]

Saffie,
H did call Saturday night as he promised. He had been working all day out of town and got in late. I really was beginning to to think he wasn't going to call.

DD was having friends over to watch a movie so I went to H's house. We were talking about our day and having a nice time. I asked him if he had thought about everything I had said the previous night. He said yes, he wanted to work on us. I excused myself to go to the restroom. I noticed in his trash can there was an empty pack of cigarettes. H does not smoke, but the skank does. I must admit I let my temper get to me. I went back in the den and asked him about them. He said I told you she was came over the other night and stayed a little while. I got angry which made him angry. So our conversation shut down. He said when you act like this I don't want to get back together. I said I've told you that you are going to have to cut out all contact. Are you going to tell her we are trying to work things out? He said I was, but I'm not so sure right now. I finally calmed down, but we did not discuss us any further because I know I should have not acted so irrationally. I want to talk when I'm not angry. I did talk to him briefly Sunday and we were both in a better mood. I am so mad at myself for letting my anger get the best of me. I will not be able to continue the conversation this week as it is DD's homecoming week and there are many activities going on.

Ugggghhhhh!!!