"I know I shouldn't concern myself with it ... it truely sucks that I feel this way, but I can't seem to shake it"

Sucks royally!!!


"and now wonder if I'm going to have to live with this thought for the 6-9 months or so ... "


Here is another thought that you might want to keep in mind to help counter that sucky thought....

You have 6-9 months or so, for things to get better in your M.

Jeannine

Jeannine