Needed to hear your good news today. I can't say H is a nonbeliever, but his faith is not terribly strong. I have been praying and hoping that one day they might be answered. It makes me smile.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
Thanks breton and Kelaaron....it made me smile too. Actually when he walked in the door at the dinner, I suddenly lost my appetite....I questioned why he was really there, but I was glad. Nothing has come of it. Yesterday he told the kids he may come and get them later that day to spend a little time with him....but he didnt, even after them calling him many times. His excuse was he just didnt feel good. He was quiet. Dont know what was going on in his head yesterday.
Keep Praying!
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
For him to walk into that church took a lot out of him. I would just let him be. He was definitely led to attend. Imagine being him, walking into the church and knowing in your heart and mind that what you are doing is so wrong.
This was a big step. He will probably back off for a little while now.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
I totally agree with you. It was a very big step for him and I just cant figure out why he came this time. I have invited him time and time before and he never came.
Im sure it was just God doing things in his own time.
I also noticed he took his personals down. He no longer has any profiles on the single sites.
This is so weird. He has an appointment with his therapist today. Which is good and I know he hasnt been taking his meds anymore, which makes things seem weird, because he seems in a very good mood lately. As far as I know there isnt anyone else right now. But then again, who knows.
Just keep praying.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Just thank God for these small steps you are witnessing.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
Does anyone know if you burn alot of calories crying?
Cuz Im having one of those weeks.
All I want to do is cry.
Last night I cried till I couldnt breathe. SOmetimes I feel like crying is the only medicine i can give myself to allow me to feel better.
I cried because I was scared and I felt all alone. I dont know if I can keep doing this. Im tired of hurting allll the time.
Im tired of my H saying "everything happens for a reason"! UGH! I hate that saying now. I just do.
He has it made. He has people who will help him financially, I dont. Im broke, business is not doing good through all this stupid economy crap!
Ugh!!
Not having a good day at all!!
Pray for me folks.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Give it all to God and let it out. He does hear you.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
You are always in my prayers, girl. stepping them up today.
~ swl
Look not mournfully into the past. It comes not back again. Wisely improve the present. It is thine. Go forth to meet the shadowy future, without fear. {Henry Wadsworth Longfellow}
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
