Oh my, Alison, you sure have been going through a lot with your H and the D. I am so pleased that you are strong enough to see this through with YOUR best interests mind (and those of your children). I'm sure stbx will be surprised at your backbone!!
I'm delighted that, despite all this, you are finding the energy to go out and have fun. How lovely, even if it doesn't go further than that.
Love, Nicola
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