Peicing but Angry and Confused.......HELP !

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MsM, others,

I've been given the word that I'm 'smothering' my W. She was pretty unpleasant to me Sat. when we took D and friend to Nat. Sci. museum.

W told me we are NOT getting back together. I asked if I should remove my ring now. She indicated she didn't care.

I am taking this with a grain of salt since she told me she is having her depression medication adjusted and later her M told me that she had gotten several doors shut in her face that week. She is also not exercising as well, so she is in a downhill phase it looks like.

I am however not going to text her and definatly not send her any R stuff like I did once last week.

I am going to start going to Wed. night supper/classes at the new church we both were attending and see if I can get some counseling time with the pastor. He's about my age and has very pertinant and instructive sermons.

I am also going to work on our house which has many small projects outstanding that need work.

Other than that, outside of work I will be looking for ways to occupy myself.

Had a small flirtatious encounter at Lowes in the garden dept with an attractive woman. It's nice to know after 7 yrs marriage (I'm also 47, but look younger) I still spark some interest.