Sis-Boom-Bah on the incredible type of guy you are.
This isn't a rollercoaster ride. It's an abduction complete with being bound, gagged and blindfolded transported to an unknown place then tossed down a hill. The lucky ones while stumbling come across a place like this. We find each other and bit by bit help remove the constrictions unexpected divorce proceedings, affairs, unhappiness of spouses brings us.
The past seven, eight months my mind has scoured my memories for what was my fault, continuing sense of bewilderment. Guess what.. Looking at the past doesn't matter. I can understand that he dove into her (wrong choice of words?) as a way to transition from the pain he felt during our marriage. OooOOOkay.
What matters now is the present. I tell ya, John.. join the choir. SING! It's amazing what really breathing and belting out songs can do for you. Do you know it changes ..darn.. your brain chemistry? Alters your mood.. dang.. I can't remember exactly what it does, but there's a reason why there's always singing in churches.. it does something good, heightens your openness to spirituality?
Sheesh... being queen of trivia only matters when I can get the tidbits right!
You're a good guy, John. Kick up your heels (and not the high ones you wear while vacuuming!)
