Ok so I went to BFFs today for her mom's surprise b-day party. It went pretty well, I helped set up, cook and make the cake. The surprise was well received.
On to the weird things....BFFs mom decides to sit next to me and start talking to me (no, that's not weird, lol) the conversation went something like this ..(this was in broken spanglish to put you more in the setting)
BFF's Mom: I don't know why but I was just told to tell you this, you need to think positive and drive out negative thoughts. You will get everything that you ask for as long as you think positive. You need to be strong and not sit there crying for him. You still love H right?
Me: Yes of course
BFF's Mom: Well true love never dies. Think postive. You two are going to have children.
(The convo was a bit longer I don't remember everything exactly but it was also strange that she started to tell me to completly straighten up my house and change it around to be more welcoming...hello?!?!? What was the goal I was bragging about all week!!!!)
At this point BFF realized her mom was saying this to me and thought her mom was bothering me and making me uncomfortable so she called me over.
The weirdest thing to me is that I just started reading the Secret and the things that BFF's mom was saying to me was the basic principals of the Secret...How weird right?? I don't I just feel like it is almost a sign, maybe I'm just looking for something positive to believe in, either way it's making me feel good and want to better myself.
Ok enough crazy talk from me tonight
ITH - Thank you for that advice!! Yes, I do think H seems to be going through a MMLC!! I am hanging in there. I know he still loves me and I can "feel" that it is not over. I am just giving him all the space he wants right now. Still NC, it hasn't been like this in a LONG time. If I don't hear anything in a few days then I'll send a "hey stranger" text but I am still trying to hold out.
