I totally struggle with the sex thing. My DB Coach told me that I should continue to sleep with him, but make sure I get out of bed first and don't put any pressure on the situation. She said when he says sex "isn't a good idea" I should say..."I just want to enjoy you". I dunno what the right answer is and it's different for everyone's sitch, but I will say the other day when he was over he said he would never get over me if we continued to have sex. My response was that I didn't want him to get over me and he was silent.
I hope someday I look back on all this and know it got me to a better place, I just can't imagine that right now. My thoughts are too consumed by what if..what if...what if.
