Deep down, you STILL have feelings for him. I can see it. I see you being strong. Standing up to him more. Glad you took mine and Pups advice on what you do when he is around.
You still have hope, don't you?
The problem is, karen, that he just keeps on treating you like sh*t. From what you post, he is just a complete ass. You deserve so much better. I hate to say that to people. I WANT marriages to work out, but doggone. He is relentless in how he treats you and I'm sure others agree.
But in the end, you are who you are. You shouldn't accept being married to a loser, though. Your too good for that.
Sorry for the rant yenko.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
