I think I may belong here.

[kelaaron]

I am actually going to the doctor tomorrow. I am finding a little peace within myself on the non hormonal days. Finding strength in my faith. Just really realizing how long this craziness has been going on. The more I read and learn about the stages, the more I see as I reflect on M. Soon I hope I will feel better. Have committed myself to right now focusing on S and house. I realize when I was at home (not working) that is when I was happiest. Can't stop working but I can make the most of the time when I am home.