It is a strange feeling, knowing that we can control our emotions a bit more. Some ups and downs but not as extreme. Can't imagine how I'll react when and if I get papers.
I was feeling really strong but when I got them it was still really, really hard. And H gave me no warning which made it harder too I think. At least he mailed them and didn't have the sheriff deliver them!!! I don't think they should be allowed to do that to anyone!!! But the positive thing was that was something that helped me to detach further: H moving out, getting the papers, I imagine the D hearings will do that also... Trying to look at it like it's a business thing, like they say to, but it's harder sometimes than others!!! Karen
