Had a major backslide tonight.

W came over and I made us both dinner. She looks so georgous.
Everything was going so well....and then I told her that I miss her very much and that I'm finding this very difficult. I'm sure she saw me kinda tearing up. She just said that she's sorry.

Oh crap. So much for not bringing up the relationship...or the situation.


H - 39
W - 38
M - 10 years, Dated 1
LYBNILWY - 5/17/2008
Moved out - 5/18/08
no kids - 2 cats