I hope everyone had peaceful weekends. I had a great time with my girls. I love them soooo much! They really are my strength through all of this and my motivation to keep on keeping on. It is sad to hear my girls when they see pictures of couples and say that you you and daddy, right mommy! They are only 2 1/2. Amazing how bright they are. For the past month I have been teaching them to pray and I asked them what they want to pray for and they tell me for daddy to come home. This made me fall over. This was on their own and my H thinks that this does not effect them! They say it now every night when they pray! Also my one D said that she loves her daddy and she thinks that the OW is gross! Once again, amazing for a small child.
I really am hoping and praying that my H comes out of this fog. He did tell me when I asked (broke DB tactics) if he missed me and he said yes, I miss you alot. I asked if it was just as friend for more. He said that he misses me in every way! Why is this not enough, break it off with the OW and come home and work on our M! Oh how frustrating!
Me-30 H-30 M-6yrs T-14yrs Twin D's-2 Bomb-1/01/08 Left Home 2/01/08 (rented a room) Back Home 4/02/08 Left Home 5/08/08 (moved into own apt.) OW-21 5/29/08
