No Longer Waiting

[peacetoday]

M
I think we have to find a way to override the pain
to create a new reality for us
our H are sick like if a person has a mental illness
we didnt cause it
it was not about us
so we need to train our minds like a boot camp
to let these discouraging thoughts go
trust that you will be ok
I know it is hard to feel repalced or left out by a family you have been close to
but maybe this is alos part of the plan
all R end eventually
it is sad
but God always replaces in his perfect way
I too am dealing with constant loss
H ,mother , some of my extended family
friends come and go
but there are always a chosen few really good people who stay for the long haul
I dont place my well being on others anymore to be there
onlt on God and my R with me
peace