I appreciate your reply. This actually brought me way down today. H keeps me confused. On the 15th he is over to sleep, we ML, he basically tells me if I wish for him to come home to be careful what I wish for... in other words I will probably get it. H leaves comforted and happy. Today felt so cold. I believe he showed up miserable, which was not my fault. So, based on your observation, I did good by showing him a happy, warm, loving home...offering him lunch. I probably backslid real hard though by going outside and confronting him why he was leaving so fast, right???? I should continue to stay dark, right???? I should continue to let the OW tug and nag her brains out, right???? I should continue to be polite, kind, inviting, friendly, loving, caring, happy, accepting, forgiving, agreeable and available to H, right???? When do I get the prize (H)....???? 37 1/2 months standing and counting. I really feel like such a loser. Thank you so much, your input is very helpful, I will go to MLC Resources and catch up on my reading there for a while. Sanderika
ME48/H48MLC T 33y M 28y S16 OW 8/7/05 Bomb 8/16/05 Sep 9/05 H f'd D 10/3/08 D pp'd 1/20/09,7/24/09,12/4/09 D dismissed 2/5/10 H served me D papers again 9/4/10 D dismissed 9/26/11
