Hey Lisa, I can tell you are 'afraid' to go dark.. (have you read the bit in the book which says, if they refuse to stop seeing them, your last resort is to go dark!?? I was reading that today and it made sense.. but then, your H is sort of flirty with you).
How long has it been now since he was flirty/snogged you? Or kissed you on the lips? He always did hold your hand, so we wont add that one, but has it been a while since physical contact of the other kinds?
So I like your plan of leaving him to recover from his holiday and let him email you. It will be interesting to see how much info he gives you about his holiday.
You are doing ace though, as usual ! Ali xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread