I hope that it means alien hubby is gone for awhile, I need a vacation from that one!
One thing that really causes me a lot of stress and time spent wondering if we can make it work is that his parents and I hate each other and I have made it clear that if we ever had children I would not want them to have any kind of relationship with either of them. This used to not be a big deal to my hubby but now it has been dug up again and seems to be a huge issue to overcome and I just don't want to deal with it. I would rather find someone who wasn't "raised" by pond scum to be the grandparents to my future children.
I know there is a solution but sometimes I just think it would be easier to move on and find a relationship that is not so drama filled. I don't know.
I will need time to get over him if we don't work out before I could move on so I guess for now I can still try and put this together but there is also an escape route forming in the back of my mind to leave it all behind and find someone else. It's a strange kind of double mindedness. However the things I need to work on are the same either way. It's all GAL and PMA.
