I do look forward to having my own place to live for all the reasons you said, especially about having alone time with my hubby. It would be much much easier to have him come over if he didn't have to deal with being around my family and could have space to stay a night or two if he wanted. So I guess it will have to be worth the extra work. There is an IKEA close to where I live and was thinking that they probably have jobs open. I could always look into it. . .could certainly use that discount myself!!!
We did end up talking yesterday. I sent a text asking how his day was going since I knew he was not excited about going. So he texted back and forth every hour or so, when he is at this job he cannot text right away. But he seemed in a good mood even though he was not happy to be at work, he sounded more like hubby and not alien hubby. Which is always good! Late at night I was going to bed and he said goodnight and then I asked if he was working today and he said he got called in and had just found out about an hour beforehand. But he made it clear that he was not happy about being called in. So I do not know for sure but maybe he was unhappy in part because it meant we could not hang out. I am bummed that we could not get together but at the same time at least he has a good reason and is not just blowing me off. So maybe we can find a time this week, even if only for a couple of hours on a night when I work.
I'm starting to feel more positive about things and feel more hopeful that we can patch things up. I still have moments where I think that maybe someone else would be better for me but they leave my mind when I am texting or talking to him. Weird huh?
So far this week my to do list look like this:
1. Apply for more jobs (at least ten more applications)
2. Go to a weight watchers meeting this week to see if it is something I want to do
3. Make plans with my BFF to take a beginners knitting class
4. Have my first IC appointment (Thursday)
5. Finish reading Mars/Venus and take notes/journal
In addition to this I am working four days this week. So I think I have more than enough going on to keep me busy. But I do hope that I can spend at least one evening with my hubby to get things moving forward again.
