I think you are putting too much pressure on yourself. You say you need to let her go, you need to get back to being you and so on. you are right, you do need to do these things but they take time. you cannopt wake up one day, say it and will it to happen instantly. Then I get the impression that you are adding more pressure to yourself because it isn't happening instantly.
It's a process that will take months and it will happen so gradually that you won't know it until one day you will wake up and realize that it has happened. Take some time and relax. Don't worry about changing yourself, just do your own thing.
M35 W37 S9 D6 M12 yrs Know 15 yrs Bomb 1/28/07 My Sitch Failure is the opportunity to start again more intelligently - Henry Ford
