Just got back from the movies with D7 and her new girlfriend...guess what the love interet's name was....you guessed it ....same as my wife's. But i digress...it was nice to see the two little girls have a good time together....and yes i did start sneeking a peak at other women.
Woog, right now i can't even find the map let alone follow it. Thanks as always for your encouragement though. In a starnge way I felt kind of touched that you wrote a couple of lines from NYC.
FB2, i used to buy that bulsh!t about me being the cause of OM...the cause is a lack of moral fiber in these people....you don't jump in somebody ele's arms just because things are not hunky dory at home. Then in my case to add insult to injury continue doing this for a year with a guy in another country???? She is right...i deserve something better....WAY BETTER. By the way, i am also old fashioned.... I am smoking alot of stoogies lately. I do need to start to partake in activities where there are less males (i have to cut down on the stoogies and the golf).
K, at this point i don,t really know how i feel...it comes and goes like waves. Deep down, i know that the person W has become is not a person i want to spend the rest of my life with....hell i don't even know if i want to be friends with her (but there is D7 and i have no choice).....however, i have absolutely no problem whatsoever with with pre bomb or pre mexico W.
So...tommorow weather permitting I will put in an early round of golf with the boys while D7 hangs with her grandma and then make that exchange in a parking lot somewhere.
ONE month to go before our FLA. golfing trip!!!! Something tells me I will not be going to bed early like the other 5 - 6 years prior.
