Get mad,get strong;wipe your hands..then u STAND!

[Treese]

Today MWG? Wow......I woke up and H texted me that he was vomiting, blah, blah, blah....so he was going to bring son home...at 10 am....okay so AGAIN, only had him 12 hours...took him bowling...$50 later....geez....he takes him somewhere everytime he gets him....my son thinks it's disneyland...I told H he doesnt have to take him somewhere every time....just play cards or something with him....he's spending our money and soon we will be paying the 1st ow for their child....grrrrrr......

so, I told him I had to run several places with D16 cause it was homecoming and we needed to get a few things.. that it would be difficult for me to take son with me....of course H pouted and said...I'll find something for him to do around here....grrrr....so I said I had to pick D16 up at friends and then I would be by to get son cause I didn't want him sick next week when D16 was having surgery...so i picked him up...of course I was crying cause H is ticking me off big time.....didn't even look up at the door at him just got son in the car and drove away...H lives with sister, my best friend and I just can't bring myself to go over there in the house...hurts too bad...H immediately texted me "THX, I just threw up again"...I didn't respond...

.fortunately sons friend called for him to come spend the night and it was a blessing as D16 really needed all my attention...I did all her makeup and she looked beautiful....H missed her pictures and everything...second dance he's missed now....his loss....

so here I sit alone....H told me to go out with friends but they have husbands and boyfriends and are not available....I told him I had plenty to do....

Anyway....another weekend gone by and H has passed off his responsibilities again....Hhhhhhh...it's getting old....and fast...trying to ignore it but it's hard...and I feel like i'm running in 20 different directions.....stinks....

Treese