I feel ashamed and pathetic.

[diane74]

Your not pathetic! But you have come to the right place. You will get some great advice here, and it WILL be a good source of support for you.

I am in the same boat as you, and have just recently found this site as well. Its been a god send so far, and I am trying one last attempt with the help and advice from some ppl on this site before I give up entirely.

If you read my thread, you'll see what I mean.

So hang in there.