Sorry I keep pressing the wrong buttons. I didnt mean to end my post.
My counselor has now suggested that WE attend divorce counseling so that I can tell him all the things that I have not been able to tell him, Like he is a coward.He has agreed. We are waiting for the appt.
I do not trust my emotions because they flucuate between, anger, hate and wanting to repair the mess all in the same day.


H 47 Me 47
Married 24 years
together 30
2 boys 16 18
Dropped bomb end of may 08
Sep July 08
D started Sept 19
HS sweethearts