Sorry I keep pressing the wrong buttons. I didnt mean to end my post. My counselor has now suggested that WE attend divorce counseling so that I can tell him all the things that I have not been able to tell him, Like he is a coward.He has agreed. We are waiting for the appt. I do not trust my emotions because they flucuate between, anger, hate and wanting to repair the mess all in the same day.
H 47 Me 47 Married 24 years together 30 2 boys 16 18 Dropped bomb end of may 08 Sep July 08 D started Sept 19 HS sweethearts