She called a few minutes ago to get kids.

OM was perfect for an mlc (if that's what this was). He is younger than me, was in much better shape, no kids, freshly divorced (horney and looking for fun) a pilot and considered by X to be a "great guy."

She probably does take me for granted. She's got it pretty good right now (cake eating). I needed to prove myself to her and I have. However I was angry for a long time and she still thinks I'm angry when I'm not, happened again this AM. She sees me as a friend and can talk with me about anything. There are some things she doesn't feel comfortable talking to OM about as she has actually commented, "You're the only person I can talk with about this."

When she called she said she talked to new girl about fixing us up on a date. New girl said that would be weird cause they work together and I'm her X. X said she told new girl I'm a really nice guy and it would be OK. Weird.

What is weirder is if she fixes us up I'm going.


"Fear is the mind-killer" Muad'Dib
Me 53, XW 44, DD 14, DS 12
Bomb and OM 12/15/06
Separated 01/02/07
Divorced 05/13/08
X married OM(OMH) 08/2009
Married 06/09/13