nlt, You are doing well...you may not even realize it, but you are getting stronger and more independent evey day. Look at you! Fixing windows and doing other "odd" jobs that your h never did. Be positive, never say "I can't do that", for you do not know your inner strength or determination.
What are you cross stitching? I'm sure you are doing a beautiful job on it. It will help to keep your mind off of those things that bring your focus back on your h.
N, you are and will be fine. It's a difficult journey, but one that will bring you back full circle to the person who were, are and will be in the future. Life's a journey...you only have a one way ticket....use it to your best advantage.
Have a good weekend.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
