New Thread-Husband Moved in With OW(T2L)

[Trying2live]

Oh God help me!!!! I am a mess. So everyone knows H hs been out of the home for about 5 months and living with OW since August 1st. So H sends me an email tonight telling me after our son's game tomorrow he needs to come by the house and use some tools and while he's here he wants to fix my brakes and clean the air filter on my truck. I have been crying all night.
Ok I guess for most people they would be happy, but we have a wealthy friend who committed an A and he tried to reconcile with his wife but she was like no way. Well our friend is really wealthy so he just lives in the other room and co parents with wife and lives separate lives. I think part of him thinks I'll go for that. He did say please let me do this, i know it's hard for you to let me help you. Ok it never was before, he helped me all the time, but things have obviously changed.

I just feel like hey you want to clean my air filter and fix my brakes and then go home to the OW? Thanks but no thanks. All i have is my self respect I don't need any favors ya know what I Mean or am I being a complete fool? My eyes are swollen and I feel like a wreck!

I don't want him relieving his conscience then going back and crawling into bed with OW. I'm not a sell out for help or money.
I'm like come home when your committed. Tomorrow is going to be very trying for me. Say a prayer for me.