New Thread-Husband Moved in With OW(T2L)

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{{{{shout out to all}}}} first appreciate all of your kind words. It has been hell since yesterday. I feel like my heart is ripped out all over again. both Ds are really upset. Yeah H was upset last night, but it did not stop him from coming home from work, showering, pouring on cologne and saying i am going out to play pool and have a few beers. that was at 6:30, it is after midnight here. I am angry he is doing this with D15 in the house tonight. I see the worry on her face knowing he is out drinking. Talked to oldest D for about 2 hours tonight. That was good. When H left house I went to the movies -- alone. I saw Night at Rothante. Everyone was crying and so was I -- for myself so I fit right in. I thought about going to Fireproof but I see how T2L is and I am not strong enough yet. Once H leaves on Wed I still have to see him at work. I think I will call in sick a few days. I did apply for the HR manager position, which the program manager endorsed me for. If I get it the first thing I will do is fire the OW. Wouldn't that be great?
Love the idea of the million mile walk. Do you know in Texas that they have so many divorces that they are considering a year wait to begin process after filing. Good idea. Since there is no LS it would give time to delay the D and think it through.
Tomorrow I call my SIL and expose H.
Also, here is a heartbreaker, My D15 gives me her Ipod, and wants me to listen to a song -- it is called "Daddy's little girl" by Frankie J? She said it was exactly how she felt. It is a tearjerker, telling her father she does not want him to go, she will be better, do her schoolwork etc. How sad. Well she wants to play it for him tomorrow. Out of the mouth of babes.
I did go to gym today also.
Yes, pray pray pray, be strong and good thing we all take care of each other here. God bless