hey guys, thanks for dropping by. His dr told him to stop the adderall, that it might be the cause for him to be feeling that way. He sounds better, still sorry for all he's done and wished it'd never happened. Still is'nt facing fruitcake the way he should, but told her something related to what he did in a way to make her go away and leave him alone, she's stopped calling & txting, so it might be it.
I'm still wondering what we are doing, we are planning things together but still going ahead with finalizing separation stuff (his moving his things out, final details on accts, etc) I am happy the way I am, he has a long way to go, if and when he reaches normalcy he may/may not want me in his life, I don't want to be holding my breath for then. I"ll keep living my life they way I've been doing, I have peace. Guess we'll know for sure come January, if he still files then I'll stop our "family" outings and keep him at a distance, if i'm to have someone else in my life I can't be seeing him/talking with him as often as now. Boy, this sure is weird.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
