Even after finding out that you are human and make mistakes like everyone else I still think your pretty great!! \:\) and are doing better at this then you may think. Leave the 2x4s in the closet and don't beat yourself up about this again.

I am sure that in that same situation I could easily have made the same mistake. You have all this stress and uncertainty in your life plus your own needs to be happy and satisfied. if anything it shows you that you are not as done as maybe you thought a few weeks ago. its just a change to dust yourself off and refocus your efforts. remember though that most of your efforts need to be about you and your life leaving him to fix his.

I know you don't feel it right now and thats ok but in you there is a very strong chick that is going to get through this and have a fulfilling happy life. Just try to tap into that gal for a few weeks and not worry about him. Take a mental vacation, it really does work,

Me 27, W26
T-12 M-4
SEP 4/29/08
Holding
250 miles
Awaiting
Support
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