A new day. Last night we met for dinner after she had been with OM. The weather was very nice and I greeted her with a smile, hug, and kiss and tols her that I was actually hoping that she would suggest something like this to get out of the house. It was pleasant and the boys (sort of) behaved. She had 2 glasses of wine and we went home. I gave her a hug at home and we ML and it felt a bit strange. However, she was not showered or cleaned up and there did not seem to have been any prior recent intercourse in the previous few hours which has me wondering. She went to bed early and I stayed up a bit.
This morning, she scooted over next to me and slept touching me for 1-2 hours. After her morning workout, I gave her two passionate hugs and she seemed to return them (trust me, when she wants to be ambivilent, there is no hiding it), but then I involuntarilly said ILY and could not stop myself fast enough. She returned it, but I do not know its true meaning. Later she commented on my seemingly improved attitude while reading the paper.
All in all, not a bad day, but you never know what the weekend brings. There is always hope for renewed conflict and misery.
