thanks M & G! I'm moving. Don't regret speaking my mind. I looked at my email again and while she certainly could have misinterpreted it, I feel I just stated why I don't want to see her - because she hurt me a lot, lied, and cheated.
Getting to where our interactions don't affect me is another matter but every day gets a little bit better.
Got into work this AM and she'd left some books in my mailbox that she thought i'd be interested in. See, I really am the bad guy - she is SO above all these negative divorce feelings and detachment issues while I'm so unfriendly. Whatever.
tgif - this day feels like it's dragging on forever. No plans tonight, but i feel like being at home, popping the top off an ice cold beer, and settling down for some mindless entertainment. No writing, no working, no thinking.
My cats brought in an ivy rat last night and I stepped on its headless corpse this morning. Thanks guys! Disgusting ...
Okay, back to work and watching the minute hand circle around the clock face so painfully slowly.