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[/quote]d NO third party insight - be it from us or the fantasy woman - is 100% accurate.
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Amy,

I totally agree with this.

I am going to request to H about the Meds. I know I can't kill myself over this But, I am lonley and not in the physical sense since I get all that I want but in the emotional sense not, and I have fought for a long time for this M.


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But in the interest of not living the rest of YOUR life thinking "what if..." you just HAVE to exhaust everything. [quote]



I will before I make any decisions.

I do have to say that the insite of others here does help me to sort out what I want for myself and the M and help me to know that I am doing everything I can to save my M and if I chose to let go I can do so with a clear heart and clean consious. In the end everything I do or think needs to come from my head, my heart.

I need some time for me just have to find it.

Thanks

JAK

You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez