Homeward Bound!

[pisces9]

Hello DB ers-
well things are good...but H has become a bit snappy so we are adjusting and i have had a few moments of fear here and there.
luckily i have a great new IC who is CBT and helps me stay centered- i even started a guided meditation today

H still has a lot to figure out and sometimes i take it personally. its crazy how i made it through hell this summer with peace and harmony, yet now i feel a little more upset...not bad- overall im so happy- but just al ittle more frenzied. i think its the house thing. wiating for an offer and not sure what our next steps will be. my bro is till hammering us and wants us to by a nice house with him...

i also get annoyed in my head that he still has his apt and hasnt said ILY. he is spreading his wings to feel his indepdance within the marriage. so this is just a little adjustment.

i should mention that he and i read the 5LL (thats like JWS saying hell froze over!)...he wanted to read the wives part of the quiz to me - he was so cute. we were drinking chamomile tea and doing the 5LL quiz. HELLO! not in my wildest dreams

so overall we are good. just getting a ittle in my HEAD which is not good- so this meditation thing is great to keep me in my heart.

XO XO P