Hello All....
I havent been written in a few days. Nothing too exciting...
I still communicate daily with Hubby. Something always happens with the kids.

Three nights ago my daughter14 got mad at me..guess what she screamed...

"Im glad Jaimi stole your husband". Wow did that hurt.. and she is not remorseful...it does suck.

Hubby is leaving on Wed to go to chicago.. I am just waiting for his trip...

After our conversation about daughter.. I just asked him to say it...I have all the good stuff.. I love you etc in my head..just tell me your done and I will give up....

He couldnt do it..he said I just need to go see my family ...
who knows what that means... I know I shouldnt ask but sometimes I get to where I cannot deal with his back and forth.

He did tell me he misses me and still cares...cares..nice word.

I had to take daughter10 to meet him this morning..no school today..she is going to work with him. It was hard to see him.

So... at this point we are still in limbo land. I still love him and am so jurt by all this..but I want it over!


Take care,
Sandy


m/39
h/40
t/20,m/19
d14
d10
s3
3/19/08 ILYBNILWY
7/21/08 A W/Best Friend