H left again last night for the buckeye state again. Won't be back until Sunday or Monday. Its taking its toll on the kids. S2 was just miserable last night, I think he knew that daddy was going to leave again, and he's just so sad about it. this moring S5 didn't want to go to school. He begged me to stay home, and said he just wanted to be with me. I caved. These kids have been through so much with him being gone so much.I have to sometimes just let things go and just overly compensate for it. I can't do anything else.
H has been working here non-stop, he's actually getting me worried. With him being away, work here is really backed up and he's playing catch up. I wish it as easier on him, and I can tell he's getting worn out.
Things between us have been ok. A couple hiccups, but you would be proud Sara, I have been keeping my cool and not letting things get to me.
Hope everyone has a good day.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
