It is friday - Cool thing going on...I am numb again with bouts of happiness --- so wierd!!
Have a friend praying for me that my sleep would be sound so my body and mind can recover from the exhaustion of my own experience. AND LET ME TELL YOU GOD IS HEARING her prayer!!
I have been asking God to help me see xh for who he is, not who he was. So wierd. Anyway I am believing for that...for my heart for my healing...so I can continue to move forward.
I was reading IMLIN's post about what she has learned. Everything about this MLC is so "familiar" so the same. And she grew and has grown. I guess what I really loved most about her post (AND SO MANY OTHERS) is they GROW.
Being the LBS puts us in a place where we have to either buck up and change OR we can stay put and not grow. Not show our kids strength - but that is NOT WHO I WANT TO BE.
So today I am thankful for my wierd numbness and the strange smile that is on my face.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
