slept poorly last night, I can't remember specifics but I had dreams with h in them, and took forever to shut off my mind to fall asleep to begin with, my dreams weren't the happy kind.
I am over the stress, need to do some relaxation/letting go of the stress exercises I think.
just not happy with how the whole evening went. For the most part I think I tried to take the high road, but was emotional, of course, and that makes it harder. It upsets me that he always seems to come with negative approach, never tried to discuss, basically came at me saying no way.... attitude about what an unreasonable person I am, which isn't true, when we talk about stuff I try and understand and come around if it is reasonable.
hate this so much
it feels really dark right now, can't see any hope or light in the situation
Me 41 H 42 DD 11 DS 8 M 18 bomb 8/3/06 separating 9/18/08
