You're doing well. Don't beat yourself up, as you didn't let your H know you had those expectations. That in and of itself is huge I think. I know we are supposed to not have expectations, but I still think it's human nature and they do creep in from time to time. As long as you can control your emotions associated with them, I don't think it's such a big deal (personally). You expected Saturday, it didn't work out, and though disappointed you now realize that this is OK. You have a solution. You're going back to your nice pink cave :).
Hope you're doing well!
ITH
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!