don't do it man it won't help, you are the addict she is the drug and right now you are going through detox, you are shaky, and your blood pressure is up but with time you will stabalize, you can do this. I know it is hard but calling them is just a habit and takes time to overcome,it will get easier if you want them back it takes discipline you have to play the game I know it sucks and goes against everything in you but those are the rules of the game. I'll pray for you bro. rickya
