I've not been around much. But I've read some of your recent posts and something struck me out of the blue like one huge lightning bolt. Do you ever not plan every darn detail of your life and not worry about it? Do you ever just let yourself be in the moment and let it lead you?
You've been posting nearly obssessively about dating and Rs now for as long as I can remember but you dare not take the dive for this reason or that reason...all some highly constructed bit of logic. You know... Spock was that way. Is this really living to your fullest?
