God give me the patience and the strength...7

[theotherhalf]

Honestly Glam, your right. Up until recently I did search for whatever I could to call him. Just to talk to him because I missed him, or to see where he was, or what he was doing. Now I really DON'T want to call him. I want him to miss me. I want him to realize what he is giving up. But in our sitch it's tough. We still farm, we have 2 girls, we share all financial as before, there are so many ties to each other. It's tough to make it through 1 day without contact for some reason. Ex: last night with the fencer, I called him because I NEED the fencer back. The cows and calves have figured out that there is no electricity to it. They will get out eventually without it.

Mwg, I would almost say in my sitch H started his MLC at least 2 years before A. It seems he has followed the "script" to a T. But weird the last few days. He is obsessing about how "fat" he is. He's not fat. That is something that happens Early in MLC isn't it? He did all the stuff in the beginning like buy new clothes, changed music he likes, new tastes in food, the harley, new friends, heavy drinking, childish daredevil behaviour, all of it...Is he going back? To the beginning?