We were texting today at work and I asked what he was doing this weekend and he said nothing yet but that he was working a little. I said that I was going to be available on Saturday or Sunday afternoon in case he got lonely. He said ok that we would see.
In the past "we'll see" has meant yes. So here's to hoping that is still the case!
It does hurt my feelings that he is not reaching out to me as much as I would like but I guess I just have to wait it out, one day he will be more interested again. I feel like once we see each other and have a good day together we will get back in the routine of things like we for the last two months until our blowout last week. I just need to give him some fresh, positive memories rather than the memory of a fight to get him interested again.
I know I said I would go dim but in the past that has not worked, and when I initiate a little I get a response. I asked him in a non pressure way and just mentioned that next week is gonna be kinda nuts for me so it might be best to do something this weekend. At least he didn't say no.
The one thing I have been thinking about a lot today is the fact that he said that he hasn't given up on us yet. I just found it encouraging today because when you read through these boards so many WAS say they are done, they don't want the relationship, etc. My husband has never said that he wants to give up, he has just been confused this whole time. He has also never said ILYBNILWY like so many others. I'm not trying to be mean and rub that in anyones face I was just thinking that there still are a lot of positives in my situation even when we are not talking everyday. It still feels weird to me but that is because I got so used to everyday interaction.
Well that's my daily update! I'll keep y'all posted!
