Well I stand-alone now. My therapist, my family, my friends, and my WAW, everyone. Am I that dense? Can I not see it? The more I think about following everyone advise the stronger I love grows for my W. I have never loved her as much as I do now! Even after all the things she has said to me. I guess I need something I can’t have.
The only thing I see is either file the D now. So I can get started building a new life, but then they all say wait 6 months to file. So I wait and hurt for 6 months. I hate coming home to an empty house. I hate being alone. I don’t want to date; it would make feel like I am cheating on my W & M. I know I need to GAL and maintan a PA, but its hard when you are standing alone.
