Here I am....real life and all.

[Starshyne]

Thanks for the nice words. I am just having a rough day all around today. I am not totally sure why but I have. Been thinking about exh a lot and just missing what I used to have with him. I am sure it will pass and I know that I an expect to have these feelings now and then. It is all part of this process, but it doesn't make it much eaiser.

I am keeping very busy. I am going Saturday with my Mom to see the final Broadway Production of Rent at a movie theatre. I LOVE the musical Rent. I was going to go alone, but my mom said she wouldn't mind going with me. Then next Saturday I am going to a Beatles event and see Pete Best in concert.

My church has ladies night twice a month called Dinner and movie where they supply a meal and we watch a chick flick and talk about it. That has been fun and has given me a chance to meet some girls from the church. While I have been going there for well over a year, we never were involved much.

And yes I am still see the guy from HS. He came over last weekend and put together a chair that I bought for me. He is really nice and keeps me laughing. We typically chat of an evening for an hour on im. Actually I think we have talked at least once a day since we first met. I am finding that I really do like this guy and wish that I could get over my issues. But I am not going to rush things. The HS guy understands where I am and isn't in a hurry either.

Sara