Thank you Summer.... Honestly when I saw that you had posted, I thought you were going to blast me for being curt. I really am not insensitive, I just get fed up when I see so many hurting people here and they have put their whole lives on hold because their Spouse decided to leave them. I think so many of us are afraid and so we remain stuck. Afraid of change, afraid of the unknown. I know that during my Husband's absence, the very best time for me was when I was right with God. I was at peace and everything just fell into place. Yes, I was still hurting, and I still missed my Husband, but I just knew, that God was not going to forsake me and I knew that he did not give me those precious children only to abandon them. Not once did they go without, or go hungry. I honestly believe that He gave me those children to build my character. Their prayers were so pure and so heartfelt that I learned from them, rather then the other way around. Please don't think that I am not grateful that He sent my Prodigal home, it is just that I know now that my Husband is just a Man, and I can not put all of my hope and dreams into any human being. My trust has to be in God first.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
