that sounds like a load of b.s. to me. That relieves him of the responsibility to change. What C would advise that ??? My b.s meter is going off. I think he's spinning the facts to fit his skewed reality.
My thoughts too...
his choice..
It's been pretty quiet since last Saturday. A few quibbles about some financials, that's about it.
He is in his..
"I'm so sorry" mode, but his constant phone calling & texting is done. Other than him calling me about D being home sick the other day, there has been no contact I have not initiated about D.
I am in my 'keep busy & forget about it' mode. But have not avoided it if he has brought it up. I reiterated that it is unacceptable to me and I don't know what to do now.
And I really don't know what else to do. Too many variables to take into account and my head hurts thinking about the possibilities.
I overslept this morning... couldn't believe I was that tired.. well.. yes I could, just don't really want to admit that getting 4-5 hours of sleep per night for days & days & days is not sufficient.
I got a cut & color today.. major hair cut..
my beautician/colorist is a wonderful friend and she wanted to give me a cut that she said to reflect how she viewed me... fun, a bit edgy, professional, not much fuss & flutter. My D does not like it.. I'm think I do.. it's just different.. I haven't had bangs for years.... trying to get use to it.
Headed off to pick up my veggies from the garden coop I belong to... I think D & I will stop at Barnes & Noble for some browsing.
We have C tomorrow.. I cancelled last week since we had been so distant the week before we had not done the homework. I don't think I'll ride with him tomorrow though.
I don't trust him to be in a car with him alone for 4 hours and that sucks.
Divorced 03/2010 Mom to two amazing kids
Taking the road less traveled because those encountered on the way may be just as unique.
