Thanks for your kind words and your hugs. I went to seaglass’s, thread and read Jen_Jam's top 10. Thanks for referring them to me. It will help me to remember these things.
I seem to be the only one around me that thinks that we can be saved, including my W. I feel like I stand alone on this matter. Thank God that I have the people here to vent and talk to when no one else seems to care. …….. That is not necessarily true …. They care! …… They just want me to be better. To be my happy self again. They don’t understand that I can’t be happy at this moment in time with crises hanging over my head, in my heart, or in my mind.
I know that I want to be with someone and I want that someone to be my WAW.
I have been telling myself over and over again Time, Time, Time, Time, is my ally and patience is strongest weapon right now.
I guess I just needed to cry out a little bit earlier, because I felt so alone.
