Well I have my doctor's appointment in about an hour. I have doing well all day but now I am scared. I don't want to know if I have an STD. I am so scared that I do and I don't know how I will react. The problems that I have been having all all gone away once I ended the antibodics. I am not longer having the pain and discomfort I was having. However, the bumps are still there...well all but the largest one that fell off. I know something isn't right. I don't want to be punished by my exh's affair any more...


Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08