Guilt is a mother f***er (excuse the language). She is feeling her choice and feeling all that she has done. TO have done what she did, and not be able to do anything to change it, is a horrible horrible feeling.

You are a strong man and handled the phone call like a the good man that you are. Hang in there, Jeff.

She didn't correct you when you said the thing about her going back to who she loves, meaning OM. That surprises me. I always thought she would be back.