Wow are you the same person from a few months ago? Even though you are going through an incredibly difficult time you held it together and I am so proud of you. I am also sorry because I know what you are feeling. Hard as it to believe you will get past this, you will. There is light at the end of the tunnel.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory